That is the best way to describe how I feel. I'm really struggling at night with Ryan. Because he is supposed to eat every 2-3 hours, I am waking him up to eat multiple times throughout the night. But then afterwards he is not content to lay down in his bassinet. The only way he will sleep is if I am holding him.
But I'm just not comfortable sleeping while holding my baby. As a result I'm not sleeping. Or sometimes I will accidentally fall asleep while feeding him, which I hate doing because then I don't know if he's eating.
Nighttime is one big blur for me. Any suggestions?? I'm going to go delirious soon from lack of sleep!